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| ( ) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you (x) cheated on a test (x) forgotten someone's name ( ) French braided someone's hair - tried to, at least. ( ) gone skinny dippin' in a pool ( ) been kicked out of your house ( ) played "spin the bottle"
( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) been in love (x) been dumped ( ) shoplifted ( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight ( ) snuck out of friend's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested ( ) made out with a stranger 
( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher ( ) skipped school ( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) eaten Sushi ( ) been snowboarding (x) met someone BECAUSE of xanga ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship (emotionally)
(x) taken painkillers ( ) love someone right now. (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel (x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set ( ) felt the ground move ..? (x) touched a snake (x) been tickled (x) been robbed
( ) robbed someone (x) been misunderstood (x) pet a reindeer/goat (x) won a contest ( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention ( ) been in a car accident (x) had braces ( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (x) had deja vu
() danced in the moonlight (x) hated the way you look ( ) witnessed a crime ( ) pole danced (x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) made prank phone calls (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain (x) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe ( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach ( ) crashed a party ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (x) gone roller skating/blading (x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls ( ) ate dog food ( ) told a complete stranger you loved them (x) sang in the shower ( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone ( ) glued your hand to something ( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish (x) worn the opposite sex's clothes (x) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top (x) screamed at the top of your lungs.
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night
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| so i'm a little late on this but i want to do it anyways. 2005
was a sweet year i guess. it helped me really find out who my
close friends were. new year's 2005 was sweet at maili's and the first
thing i did after midnight was watch cinderella story... that was
pretty much hilarious. january and february were... a change of
pace you could say? "the group" got a little smaller which cut me
deep but whatever. march april may... not really eventful that i
can think of? june was probably the most amazing month of my
entire life... despite some dissapointment. i turned sixteen on
the sixth and got my permit... then a few days later i got on a
plane... and headed off to paris and germany... simply amazing. i
worked at camp and went to basketball camp which was so much fun!
july and august were sweet after i gave up field hockey... it really
opened up my summer a lot and left room for it to be amazing.
september came and i started my junior year. then and october
things started getting a little rocky but whatever. november was
thanksgiving and all the family here and that was nice.
basketball started and it's love <3. december was amazing with
christmas and my lisense and driving and new years with a bunch of
little kids... but hey i got paid! the last thing i did before
midnight was watch a cinderella story... ironic huh? hahaha 2005
saw a tonnnn of drama but i guess that's life. i don't think i'd
take anything back. i love everything that happened, even if i
lost two of my closest friends... didn't meet someone i wanted to and
had some major drama. bring on 2006 =]
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| so i'm updating because you all yelled at me a lot. i just like
that song ok? anyways it's break. basketball is going all
right. christmas is in two days. the girl that sang the
national anthem last night laughed a lot... or she was just so bad she
sounded like she was laughing (not really sure which)? that made
my life. my 2 pollyannas were amazingly fun. the semester
is almost over and well i guess it's been pretty good lately. so
yes, that's pretty much my month of december so far. right now
i'm bored. hope you all have a merry christmas!
p.s. i'm gonna give this thing up real soon, i don't have the urge to write in it like i used to.
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Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. |
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